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sometimes i smile when I think about you but it is followed by a tear because i know it will never be and sometimes whenI have some news or feel the blues i wonder do you ever think of me sometimes i wonder how much longer and exactly how much
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Misguided Ghosts
I'm going away for a while But I'll be back, don't try and follow me 'Cause I'll return as soon as possible See I'm trying to find my place But it might not be here where I feel safe We all learn to make mistakes {Chorus} And run From them,
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R.I.P Cardinal Scooby
we weren't 'friends' but we chatted and you'd always give me hell. I'll miss it. See ya at the funeral home....you kind of suck for dying.
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HaOve
HaOve I HaOve You, Hate to love you, Yet I love to hate you, You cant tell me the truth, I HATE you! You lie and hurt me, Play games with my heart, Can't you see, I'm torn apart? I love you... You leave me each night, With a promise
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Not Alone
Not Alone Hear No Lies, Or No Screams, See No Hate, Or Bad Dreams, Speak Only The Truth, And Straight To HIM, Walk In The Sand, While Holding HIS Hands, One Set Of Footprints, Lay Deep In My Heart, This love We Share, Wont Be Torn Apart, I Hear HIM
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Memories
Memories Walk the line, Laugh with friends, We'll act like this year will never end, On our toes, With wishes and hopes, Never planning to really go, Friends Forever. The bathroom stalls say. Never changing our minds, Until the memories are wiped away.
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Secret Life of a Woman
A women's life is one big secret. Full of private love's and adventure. Her actions grow into regret. When she learns to get past anger. Spontaneity becomes second nature. A robot in her day to day life. Never content with her environment. Something more is consistently wanted. Happiness shown on
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Grandparents
We revolve around your light Parents of our parents And all that, that entails Strength from experience Understanding from distance Warmth of belonging Light of unconditional love We belong, each to the other … forever
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Words
I Wish I could say something beautiful, something real, some way to express how I feel. Words used to come to me so easily but they have all faded away. They left with my sanity, my eagerness to learn, so now I have to work for the words that must
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Contemplation
Just past dawn's first breaking, Green, and yet artistic leaves Brush pinks and oranges Onto a blue canvas A gently flowing river of light Gurgles through the window To pool on the hardwood floor And upon the bed where we still lay I will stare at your peaceful face, Dark
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Noise in My Head
I crave affection. I need attention. My mind is only at peace during oblivion. My soul leaks sin. My heart only allows the deserving in. Being in control sanctions me to breathe. Being myself has never come with ease. My eyes can not deceive. My thoughts must be freed. My
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The Real Haunting
I often find myself awaking from my sleep. Not remembering what woke me or seeing any change in my enviroment. All I feel is intense sadness. Pulling me to the brink of tears. All my senses tell me Im somewhere safe, somewhere that I should not fear. I dont understand.
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Ear to the Air
Time dwindles on and thoughts are lost, On a long enough time line all we are is wind. What a wonder to be the destruction of shelter and breath of life: One wind to cool a child's summer mud puddle, Another wind to dictate order rule the ocean. The only
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Fire Man Daddy
FireMan Daddy Streams of water, Screams of fear, Cars upside-down, Still in gear, The wheels spin, Windows are crushed, The jaws of life, Is lifes only luck, The seat belt was worn, And the airbags deployed, The Parents lives were totally destroyed, My Daddy shown Me, How to drive safely,
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wasting my time or what
wasteing time living in a non exsistant life. tired of the life I'm living, waiting and wanting more. Not knowing where or how to look. Is there something better out there for me. Outside of these walls that confine me. And keep me held in one place. Just feel like
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i wanna get everyones thoughts on this
so am i the only one, or is there more of us out there that feels like this. alll i know is i dont have much money at all, but i wanna take what i got, fill up my tank in my truck. and just leave everything behind. im tired
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Banished
The sky turns into an ebony cobalt My eyes begin to fill with a familiar frigid liquid My heart remains isolated from my mind Unable to give any release for my emotions Allowing nothing but a hollow emptiness Being lost without the shine of the stars and the glow of
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random shit
so much time in a day to let your mind run astray and think of what life could have been but we all have those woulda coulda shoulda's in our heads but dont pretend we can fix any of those things that helped mend and bend you into the person
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Have fun with the future.
As I was looking at random Youtube videos, I began thinking about the way our current time will be seen by anthropologists and historians. The biggest thing that has changed in the past 50 years is the scope of what has been committed to video recordings. Never has a time
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Pain
The pain I felt today, Will never go away. It is a scar, deep in my heart, that I fear is here to stay. My mind is blank, eyes are stressed. Body is tired, but still I'm inspired to push on, live long, and try to hide my scars away.
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