I am graduating with my Associates in May. You would think that my family would want to come and see me graduate. But Nope, none of them are going to come down to see me walk down and get my diploma.
How sad is it that my friends say they will be there and my family cant manage to come. They all have other things to do that are more important then to see me achieve something I have worked so hard for. It really makes me feel like I don't matter to them. That I am not important enough to them for them to take the time to watch me get something that I have been working on for so long. Why do I even bother to call them family? My friends here are more family then my actual family. My friends call me to go to thanksgiving Christmas with their family. I am included in their family's events...but my family doesn't call and let me know when they are all meeting up. It really sucks and I know I am feeling sorry for myself but Damn I cant help it. My family should want to be here to celebrate this time with me.
I should be used to the fact that my sister is more important then I am I should be used to the fact that she gets what she wants all the time and I get left out in the cold. I should be used to it. But damn it hurts everytime it happens.
I am just sharing my opinion and views on a few things that tick me off.
My theory get the anger out so the happiness can have more room lol
I am not really this flaky at least I dont think so lol
Cerrin