Lets see I just got home from work, just another crazy day at the hospital. I had a patient today cute as hell and was being flirty with me, but I couldnt lead on that I wanted to give him my number. My confidence level still sucks ass, I know who I am when I am in character and I dont care what people think, but when that mask comes off, I feel so vulnerable and alone. Why do I act this way who the hell knows. So with all I have been through in my life why is it so hard for me to take a chance. Its funny that when I am in character all the popular gays wanna talk to me whenI am out of character they stand off and act like I am not there. I just dont understand it, I am still the same person. Who the f*** knows.
I am open for opinions, tell me gays why is it this way.
On a personal note I just want to say thanks to all the goth friends I have made over the years or even the people I have just met, you all have always appreciated me regardless and for that thankyou :)
Well talk to you all again soon.
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Shawna the Dead