Well the commitment phobe left again. I'm so sick of his shit I could scream! I don't know why I continue to let him play these mind games with me. I'm not a stupid person, but I let him make me feel and look stupid on a regular basis. I hope this time I don't let him sweet talk his way back in. He doesn't want a family or any of the responsibility that comes along with it. I know it and he knows it. I am the one who keeps letting him go out and play the field and then welcome him back with open arms because he tells me what he knows I want to hear. He thinks that he can do better for himself if he's by himself. I keep telling him that's what he should do. But if that's actually the way he feels, why after 2 weeks of being single does he always come back and tell me that he wants a family? I hope that I meet someone else this time so if he does try to come back I won't be tempted to listen to his bullshit. I'm really tired of him leaving and coming back and leaving and coming back. I want stability for my kids and for myself and he wants it only when it's convenient for him. I'm really pissed off this time and I hope I stay that way and he goes on his merry way. I guess we'll see...
Sassy Ass Bitch