Memorial Day weekend a time of rememberance...it's been almost 5 years since mam-maw died I cant believe it. it seems like just yesterday that she was here and healthy. but time has past. I wish nothing more than for her to be her to be apart of my boys life...shane would love that lady to death and she would have loved him too! But everything happens for a reason or so they say.
it's so hard sometimes...life can be so confusin you meet someone who you think is your everything at a really young age it seems that nobody else in the world will ever love you like they do, then you learn there are a hundred fish out there and maybe that one fish wasn't meant for you...okay so you move on meet a few people they all seem like they could be the one. one of them you actually get pretty close to (he knows who he is) and spend a lot of time with becomin really close to but for whatever reason things end (on & off again for awhile) but finally ended it for good! Then you have to see them around that's the hard part!! But you finally meet the one you've been lookin for but nothing seems to go right for the two of you but after 2 years you both still keep fighting we've been told if the love is strong and you want it it will all work out...but it gets so complicated from time to time...and so many other times i just gave up and didnt try at it...i dont want to do that ever again...because that's what brings regrets not the things you did but the fact that you gave up!! I hope if you read this you realize this is directed at you...i'm sorry for any pain i brought into your life.
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