I cant even begin to explain what ive gone thru in the past four days since i opened that email.
I only wish he knew just how much so many of us cared for him.
I sit here and try to write something meaningful but i cant seem to find the words to properly express what i feel.
Really, i guess all i can say that would make any sense to anyone else is that i loved Mike very much and im going to miss him more than anyone can imagine. I hope he found the peace he was looking for.
we all wish he knew how we all felt about him i only wish i would have been there to hear his crys for help wish i could have been there to reach my hand out to him i think back to the first time i ever talked to him to the times we use to shot u with the bb guns we got from the flea market lmao and all the times he needed a ride cause he was to drunk to stand... also all the talks we did have.... MIKE will always be missed
It hurts me to lose such a good friend but I can only imagine how much pain it causes you, you were his best friend and he loved you (I heard so much about you, I felt I knew you better) He meant a lot to me and the boys, If you need ANY thing please dont hesitate, even if it's just an ear.
35. Wow. When i was a kid I never thought about turning 35. I mean really, who did? 35 was like ... old. lol. Its funny, I still dont feel 35. Hell, I still feel like a teenager most days. When my back or hip isnt hurting and im not going to the doctor for some maladie that strange enough only affects the elderly. lol. All in all tho, 35 isnt so bad. No where near as bad as 30. lol. That was devastating. lol. Guess im good till forty or fifty now. lol.
Im so fucking awesome! At least i must be. Thats why people cant stop talking about me. You would think they have their own lives to deal with but i guess theirs just isnt as interesting as mine. Its so cool to always be the main topic of conversation! Dont you wish you could be just like me? Or better yet to actually be me? Wouldnt that be awesome? That way you would know exactly what im doing every minute of every day!
Ugh...seriously. Grow the fuck up. Deal with your own life and stay the fuck out of mine. Find a new topic of interest. Everyones sick of hearing your mouths.
I cant even begin to explain what ive gone thru in the past four days since i opened that email. 
Brad F. Harvey
Im so fucking awesome! At least i must be. Thats why people cant stop talking about me. You would think they have their own lives to deal with but i guess theirs just isnt as interesting as mine. Its so cool to always be the main topic of conversation! Dont you wish you could be just like me? Or better yet to actually be me? Wouldnt that be awesome? That way you would know exactly what im doing every minute of every day!
Morticia